Two opportunities have been casually presented to me...one is in a different city quite far away and has been dismissed out of hand. The other is a major challange, not sure how I feel about it. On one hand it proves I was absolutly right 2 years ago, on the other hand I'm not really sure if I'm passionate about doing it anymore of if I still am but am harboring some sort of bitterness. Sometimes I really hate the way God works...because I'm lazy...and comfortable...and don't want to face things...or work harder...ya...
So I've made a commitment to a group of people who all also commited to eachother, turns out not very many...if any of us have kept this commitment. It sucks that I've failed, it sucks that they failed too. Mostly it sucks because if we could just do this life would be so much better for all of use and for the people we're hoping to impact by coming together as a group.
Wifey and I are in negotiations about "Pulling the Goalie." You know it was so easy when we decided the first time, we were commited to just letting things happen naturally...now that we're thinking about number 2 it's complicated...we don't know if we can handle another baby right now but we don't want the kids to be too far apart in age either...but then it also seems like sibblings who are a little further apart in age get along better. Not sure what to do...probably shouldn't have blogged this either but I'm 'totally buggin' (10 points and a Starbucks if you can place the movie reference).
On a happy note, the Monday after Easter was day one for wifey and I making a new commitment to our health...at the start I was 90lbs heavier then when I graduated HS...granted I played pretty competitive sports and ran my @$$ off, but 90 POUNDS!!! Injuries and lazyness aside, that's rediculous. So here we are, 8 day's in 8lbs lighter. I'm sure this trend can't continue, and I'm sure it's greatly influenced by my being WAY TOO FAT at the start of the whole thing, but either way I'm very encouraged...really really really really really missing candy though.
Thanks for reading and Happy Birthday to my first and only follower.
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Awww, I feel so loved to have made it to your blog!
ReplyDeleteFirst of all, I'm glad to hear you've dismissed your opportunity in a far away land, because that saves me from going to the effort of kicking your a**.
Secondly, I do think the goalie should be pulled, you guys just make the cutest and best behaved babies EVER!! Worry about the details later.
Thirdly 8lbs in 8 days is freakin awesome! I'm sending you some virtual candy right now. Mmm, good huh?